That feeling, when you wake up and realize it's past 9am and 12:01am has come and long gone and your blog post, for the day, isn't up? Yeah. That.
It's apparent that it hasn't become ingrained yet - not like it used to be. The habit, that is, of making sure the next day post was done and scheduled. Not habit, yet.
I suppose I could fall back on the gut punch of becoming unemployed - that it's thrown me off my game.
Or it could be that I just got lazy.
Whatever - I'm here, now, and I'm making good on my promise of "one lap around the sun".
Tomorrow, I go to Social Security and sign up for Part B, so I have insurance. I have to go to the VA and get an ID card so I can get my prescriptions.
I have to negotiate a financial minefield over the next few months. If successful, I get to keep my house and things may become relatively normal.
I don't want to contemplate what not succeeding would be like.
Pray for me.