I saw a picture of myself, today. A picture that was taken today. I noticed two things.
First, I saw how thin I've become compared to what I looked like the last time someone took a picture of me. Now I know I've lost almost 50 pounds. And I know I'm fitting into clothes I haven't been able to wear in years - but still - this is the first time I've actually SEEN myself.
Second, I look old. People have always looked at me in surprise when I tell them how old I am. I don't think they do that much, anymore. I'm beginning to look my age. I don't think I like that.
Not at all.