The things you can't say ...

A friend of mine and I had a conversation last night about what it's like to not be able to say what you want to say - what you really NEED to say - and how that almost makes you not want to write.

And yes - I have a lot I'd like to be able to say but I don't feel I can.

So things get written that are ... vague.  Stuff about inertia and trajectories.  Just stuff.

My friend said my writing, lately, seemed "empty, cold".

I'm sorry.  I guess I'm going to have to save the good stuff for my autobiography - which will probably be available posthumously.

But there ain't gonna be no "posthumous" for a while, yet.

Ndinombethe.