... or, a least, like the line from "Kathy' Song": "My mind's distracted and confused".
There's just so much going on - in my life. In my head, heart and mind.
My Mom. This last operation has been much tougher on her than we expected it would. She'll be in rehab longer than she was last time. At least she's beginning to sound better when I speak with her on the phone, but still ...
My Grand Niece. Abigail has some serious issues to deal with - and all she has going for her is whatever strength she was born with. She's too young, at 2 weeks old, to know or understand life or anything about it. If she's a fighter, it's going to have to be something she was born with - I hope she got it in her.
The Workplace. The recent layoffs have some of us worried for the continued existence of the Company. I can't imagine how our owner must feel - knowing that hundreds of people depend on the Company for food, clothing and shelter. Those of us that are left are doing the jobs we've done all along, plus what we've had to absorb from those who no longer are with us.
And then, of course, there's the day to day concerns and issues, that rise and fall with sometimes unnerving regularity. And, of course, there are levels of responsibility and "the buck stops here".
So, today is one of those days where I have a million things to say and they all clamor to be first in line to be said and I'm all "Oh look! something shiny" and there's just so much I can't pick out ANY.
So I'll say nothing. At all. Pbbbttffttttbtbtb. (Lily Tomlin tongue/lip thing.)