This past weekend I only published one day of 'Sarah'. The story has come to a point where I have several lines of thought I can pursue and I have to choose ... I have to make a choice and to tell the truth, none of the choices I have in my head jump up and say "I AM THE ONE!!!" No one choice is clearly better than the others and I am not sure which way to go.
Apparently, this is normal for me.
I went back to three years and three days ago to the blog I was writing then - my first blog. NewAtArt. I looked at the post from Oct 2nd, 2007. I saw something I found a bit revealing. It follows - and hte phrase that struck me most is bolded:
"The weekend wasn't very productive - on the Art front, at least. And, of course, I never got as far as figuring out the process for putting samples of work online. Be that as it may, I have come to the slow realization that I suffer for guidance. I don't know what to do next - I don't know which way to turn to work on or develop skills - there is so much to do and so many methods and and ideas and things I would LIKE to do that I seem paralyzed by the choices, and nothing gets done. When I am working under guidance the choices are already made for me, all I have to do is follow along. When I am left to my own devices I get 'lost in the details'. What will I do??"
What will I do? I have to find SOME way to defeat this flaw in my character.